BANANAS.

2009-06-21T23:18:00.000-07:00

and i realise hw much i really love them.(:

much love.

2009-03-28T01:51:00.000-07:00

A lazy afternoon baking under the sun.
together with a nice book.
awesome pawsome.((:

I need a long & nice run.

XO.

2009-01-17T07:00:00.000-08:00

I completed prolly my last race in np on a depressing note.
im sad, disappointed, depressed - really.
I was that close to winning.
I got the position and lose it in the end.
how close. how close.
screwed.
when u really put in ur everything and this is what u get.
i dunoe hw else to console myself.
but i guess, since ive choosen this sport.
and knw all the pros and cons of it, i shld accept it.
its never fair.
at least for now i knw where i stand.
i knw tt ive put in all i could. perhaps its just not meant to be.
After being in this sport for close to 3 years, its the first time today that im actually doubting myself. whether if im really cut out to be an adventure racer.
I love the adrealine that it gives. pushing you far above ur limits.
and when u reached the end point u knw tt u've acheived smthing.
but, im really unsure.
time will prove.

XOXO.

2009-01-04T07:36:00.000-08:00

Its a new year.
a new beginning.
2008 had very much been an eventful year.
a year filled with many ups and downs.
a year with constant changes.
a year with challenges and self satisfaction.
im very proud of myself really.
It had indeed been a year different frm the rest.
seeing things from a different angle and learning alot.
getting to knw more people and knwing who are the true friends who would stand by you thru the bad times.
thankyou for those who've stood by me all this time.
i love you!(:

For now, ive no idea whats instore for me in the new year ahead.
but i'll be looking foward for all the better times.
2009 YAY!(:
more more changes in the year ahead. but well, its all part and parcel.

XOXOXO,
much love
S

2008-12-27T22:48:00.000-08:00

adrenaline junkie & food overload.

what i'd like to do:

- take part in a triathlon
- race overseas
- backpacking
- comm service
- bake in the sun
- never ending shopping trips

soon i hope!
for now, its nvr ending projs. and increasing layers of fats.
HAHAHAHA!

2008-12-24T07:41:00.001-08:00

the much accumulation of self satisfactions and many more counting.
HOORRAY!

ITS A JOLLY CHRISTMAS!
LETS ALL EAT AND GROW FAT!!

HAHAH.

muchlove,
xoxo,
S

2008-12-01T05:29:00.000-08:00

becox the world's gone crazy.
and smhw i cant catch up with it.

oh fuck. why all this.
emo mama.
what a bad night.

oh man!

2008-11-05T07:50:00.000-08:00

because i dunoe what awaits me.
the coming week will be a mad one.
endless pile of work. no fun.

nxtwk nxtwk. im having a break.

love, S

2008-10-17T08:17:00.001-07:00

I WANT A CHEESEBURGER PHONE!!!!!(((:

2008-10-03T22:53:00.001-07:00

walk along the beach, sit on rocks & enjoy the breeze(:

xoxo,
S

2008-09-28T01:17:00.000-07:00

i wished running was like yesterday, everyday.
and i wish everyday is sunday.

how fun. how fun!((:

lloves.

2008-09-18T02:10:00.001-07:00

i wished i could bubble wrap myself.

oh man! im missing the good ol'times!
TSKTSK.

love, s.

2008-09-10T23:14:00.001-07:00

I NEED A GETAWAY!!

2008-09-09T22:57:00.000-07:00

without fashion everyone is ugly.
HAHA.

im addicted to running and sleeping.
waking up in the early morning for a run & popping back to sleep at noon.
i like i like!((:
sunbathing at mid noon the ultimate!
sauna & pilates. i want i want!!
WHEEEE.

the camp came and went.
im glad things turnout better than expected.
perhaps things between us can get better.
well, indeed i hope so.

till dan.
xoxo, rene((:

2008-08-27T20:49:00.000-07:00

perhaps seeing the smiles on the loves is all that matters((:

i want to go on an adventure trip!
get to bake in the sun and visit all the beaches!
HAHA.

loves manymany.

2008-08-06T21:24:00.000-07:00

To eat only fruits and vegetable once a week.((:

2008-06-11T23:05:00.000-07:00

if i could, i would.

i want to go on an adventure.
somewhere far & nice.
enjoy baking in the sun & have fun all day.

well. someday maybe.((:

2008-06-02T03:02:00.000-07:00

YAY YAY!
i completed it all; my race.
im proud. ((:
i conquered it yet again.

my waist down is aching.
i feel so old.
walking is tiring.
and the bad abrasion.
TSK.

till dan, after exams. cant wait!
(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((:
lloves.

2008-05-30T11:12:00.000-07:00

holidays pls.
lets shop shop soon!!
common test nxt wk. how great.
i dun seem to knw alot.
sundown marathon tml.
unprepared.
tell me how?

YAY YAY! nxt wk.
cant wait cant wait!((:

lloves manymany.

2008-05-19T09:54:00.000-07:00

a huge pile of sch work.
and all that ive completed is only the tip of the ice berg.
great.

SALES is finally in town.
im oh-so excited!

the family lunch was great.
at least i knw that everyone is doing good.
food was fabulous.
i like i like the cakes!

its nice meeting the clique more often these days.
more heart to heart talks.
and of cox the fun together.
oh. and my recent love for kaya toast!

loves many many.
till dan.

2008-05-05T09:51:00.000-07:00

too many uncertainties.
and when things gets out of hand.
i dunoe how.

i hope things get better. soon.

lloves.

2008-04-19T22:51:00.000-07:00

I feel like having waffles like now):

meet up with the babes & lovelies hav always been great.
sch has just started & so is training. but im feeling drained already.
tell me how.
china? i really dun knw.

ive begin to realise that there's 2 sides in a person.
but im glad its the better side that i've seen.
the past behind, and friends again. im glad.((:

lloves.

2008-03-23T09:50:00.000-07:00

i wanna laugh all day.
if i've got the magical power to turn back time.

lloves manymany.

2008-01-01T08:06:00.000-08:00

welcome zero.eight!
may the new year be a blast.
and the sweet memories of 0'7 to be kept tightly within.

thanks besties.
i heart you'll.

lloves.((:

2007-12-20T07:38:00.000-08:00

seriously. i din know u were that sort.
now tt i knw.
i can finally put everything dwn.

thanks for everything.

2007-12-03T07:43:00.000-08:00

my pride.
my achievement.
my race.
im glad i've conquered it.((:
42.195KM; the full marathon.

lloves.

2007-10-25T08:15:00.000-07:00

"A journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step"Take off all your envies, jealousies, unforgiveness, selfishness, and fears. And you will find things are actually not as difficult as you think.

everything is getting harder than it seems.

lloves.((:

2007-10-22T07:59:00.000-07:00

It was indeed a sucess.
Im glad.
It all paid off.
Its definately not easy.but we made it through.
ARC i love.((:

when u'd smile to make things go through.
perhaps thats what life is about.
the up's and downs.

lloves.

2007-10-16T08:52:00.000-07:00

when all you could do was to look from afar.-

lloves.

2007-10-01T09:58:00.000-07:00

cause i know, it'd be so hard to make it true.

2007-09-29T22:33:00.000-07:00

Gazillion updates.
ARC camp + trainings + crank 6 race. + meetings & MY BIRTHDAY.

Im proud of myself.((:
I’ve never had so much endurance ever.
Lorong halus ; the killer terrain.
Im glad I made it.
FIVE ROUNDS.
Yes. I did it.
*claps.
The super steep slopes, the sinking muddy grounds, the 45 degree slope down, the night trail, the lorry pushing, the bumps, scratches & bruises accumulated it was all worth while.
For this experience. ((:
Im proud of all the other teams.

Birthday this year was woohoo!
Many suprizes.
Thanks thanks triple thanks.

Its when you experience it all.

lloves.

2007-09-10T08:11:00.000-07:00

Trainings + camps + safra adventure race + besties birthdays.

Yes. That marks the past few weeks.
im shacked.
Endless trainings of Kayaking. Biking. Swimming & running.
Im glad it all paid off.
Safra adventure race was yet another experience.
The grueling 6hrs of race.
Racing around to check points after check points.
Completing of task.
And of cause the irritation, grumpiness & tiredness that sets upon.
Im glad I went through. As well as the other teams.
Great job.((:

Mix & splash camp.
It was a 10hrs amazing race round the island.
Madness.
But we all had fun. It was indeed a success.

Not forgetting the wonderful clique.
Yes. I finally got to meet up with them.
Esp. my two loves.
Good to hear that everyone is getting on fine.
“chop chilli” was indeed fun with them around.((:

llove love.

2007-08-23T10:04:00.000-07:00

We all get lost once in a while, sometimes by choice, sometimes due to forces beyond our control. When we learn what it is our soul needs to learn, the path presents itself. Sometimes we see the way out but wander further and deeper despite ourselves; the fear, the anger or the sadness preventing us from returning. Sometimes we prefer to be lost and wandering, sometimes it's easier. Sometimes we find our way out. But regardless, always, we are found. - Cecelia Ahern

2007-08-14T21:22:00.001-07:00

A race ; perhaps too long to run.

lloves.

2007-08-10T23:05:00.000-07:00

let's fight global warming.((:

lloves.

2007-08-09T08:35:00.000-07:00

The nation’s 42th birthday. ((:

Previous week.
Biking + courses + PT + books.
Yes. I’ll be pretty much hitting the books this few weeks.
Exams are near. Very near.
How bad can that be.

Looking at the old clips.
Things would have very much be different if I was borned in the 50’s.
Well well.

i realized yesterday that there are many things that I want to do.

The light brought me back to the past.

lloves.

2007-07-29T07:19:00.000-07:00

Muddy pool.
Stinky feets.
Yellow poncho.
Raindrops.
Finishing chute.
Racers.

I cannot remember what I did the pass week.
But its been hectic.
My brain’s deteriorating.
Im tired.
Im very very tired please.
I smell exams.
I smell projects & reports.
I smell trainings.
)):
Screwed.

It certainly send me into deep thoughts.
Of the death of a very successful tri – athlete.
Upon seeing the family and the everything there.
I can’t help but feel for them.
Life’s real fragile.
Cherish and love those while you can.

lloves.
I wish it was the way I wanted it.

2007-07-22T07:47:00.000-07:00

Projects. Presentations. Tutorials.
Together with the 3days long amazing race.
Im really tired.
We’ve been racing for 41hrs.
Im proud of us. Team ARC.((:
Even during the worst times during the race, we did not give up.
We when till the end. ALRIGHT.!
The hitchings. The flagings. The wet tent. The one cubicle toilet. The cold night under the hut. The smelly 3days old tee. The wonderful people who gave as a lift. The running. The sweat. The pleases. The fellow racers.
Yes. We’ve made it through.

Alright. The coming week don’t seem like a better one.
Im tired.

Much love. lloves.
when things always seem to turn the other way round.

2007-07-15T08:27:00.000-07:00

i hope dad gets better. bless.

lloves.

if i could make a difference.

2007-07-08T08:56:00.000-07:00

I hearts the HO’s. ((:

The week wasn’t easy. And the week ahead definitely don’t spell better times. ):
Im dead tired.
Therefore my newest fetish is to stay in and sleep all day.

Trainings. Tests. Tutorials. Lessons. Projects. Shoppings.
And the family meal.((:
Im thankful for the health blessed on everyone.
With each smile smiled, they give me a bigger reason to be greatful.
cake + muffins . *loves.

lloves.
Hearts.

2007-07-01T07:02:00.000-07:00

Crab claws + hot milo + lemon puffs
My ultimate loves. ((:

Piles of projects, results slips, trainings, muscle cramps & aching joints, swimming, assessments, kampong glam, URA building, thomson, sze char. Cheesecakes. Icecreams.

And deep-heat is my new pal. RAR.

lloves.
It was the best I could.

2007-06-24T08:27:00.000-07:00

The banana robber.((:

Previous week.
- amazing race
- 10 km training.
- Shopping
- Thomson
- Car show room.

I missed biking this week.):
In exchange for more cash. ((:
Im still dark. I need skin whitening.!
I love crab claws. ((:

the many long journeys.

lloves.

2007-06-18T08:35:00.000-07:00

Im super chao-ta!

Its meetings , kayaking , help-outs , adventure race & daddy’s day for the previous week.
Adventure race + kayaking = charr-ed.
Dinner on daddy’s day was FAB + the tau huay = SUPERB.((:

I’ve learnt to appreciate all the things in life.
And im thankful for everything.

lloves.

2007-06-10T09:15:00.000-07:00

serene’s a tired thing.):

burt on a lighter note the killer tests are finally over.
And it definitely wasn’t a breeze through.
That sounds bad.

Updates for the week.

- common tests.
- I’ve turned into mugger Ho for the entire week.
- Runs.
- shoppings.
- Haji lane.((:
- Abseiling
- Adventure trail challenge ;adventure race.

The adventure race was definitely madness.
Running + kayaking + biking + river-crossing + tunneling + games along the way.
I was totally drained.
The entire distance was 30KM.
im glad I completed.((:
together with all the cuts + abrasions.):
the biking trail was a killer. Bumps + loop holes + steep slope + down slope everywhere. and yes. I was flew out of the bike on one of the slopes.):
and I fell a lot more times through out the race.
burt still im glad I went.
Experience + good team mates. ((:
Im proud of all of us ; JAWS.

Oh yes. And I love my family.

lloves.

Love with all ur heart.((:

2007-06-03T09:10:00.000-07:00

When the time comes.
and our paths cross once again.

My notes are stacking higher & higher.
I need a magical antidote.
To turn me into a clever girl.((:

The week before.
- common tests.
- Lessons
- Revisions
- Talks with ms skinny
- Meet up with the lovelies.
- Sis birthday.
- Dinner with the family
Yes. This is what I did.

Finally got to meet up with the two most wonderful people.((:
Im glad to see that u guys are all getting on fine.
And that time din drift us apart.
Although we may not be able to meet that so often.
Burt u’ll will always be placed smwhere special deep down my heart.((:
I heart you babes.!

when everything bring me back to you.

lloves.

2007-05-29T07:35:00.000-07:00

believe that there is always sunshine after the rain.
and everything will pull through if you have the will.

lloves.

2007-05-28T08:46:00.000-07:00

Things have been up to the neck everyday.
Constant piling of work.
Commitments are killing me.
Im very tired please.
I really am.
And with all the controversy going out.
It all adds on.

The past week:
- division one first meeting.
- trainings
- kayaking
- common test
- thomson recee
- tutorials , reports
- Plannings
- Dinner with the family.((:

Yes. It pretty sums up all that I’ve done.
Things have not exactly been smooth sailing.
burt all I can hope is for things to change for the better.for there are things that is not within my control.((:

eventually, is what I will never know.
loves.

2007-05-19T21:32:00.000-07:00

A bad bad week.
Serene’s down with sore eyes.)):
My eye balls are prolly popping out soon.
Swollen + red + pain + irritation = madness
Yes. Its really pissing me off.

A packed week.

- With the graffiti competition progressing & the collaboration with the other team.
- The recruitment for ppl in society.
- usual trainings
- Tutorials.
-Wiki’s. they are definitely a killer.

Serene’s a sad gurl.
I missed out alort of fun events.
-rock climbing at safra.
-meetings
-the Oakley triathlon.
Yes. Im very sad.

Sore eyes sore eyes go away.!

i really don't know.

lloves.

2007-05-13T08:38:00.000-07:00

the uncertainties in life.

2007-05-06T02:44:00.000-07:00

Im drained yet again.
The week’s been passing not quite too fast.
All the early mornings are killing me.
And there’s just a gazillion things to be completed.
)):

The previous week. :
- trainings
- labor day
- projects.
- Tutorials.
- Presentations.
- Interviews.
- Board games.
- Dinner with the mates.
- Conduct programs.
- Program for the new members.
- Dinner with the family.
yup. This pretty sums up my week.

Rants.
Im pissed. Seriously pissed this week.
First the interview. The “oh so confident” ones.
Dan the program for the NSSC ; ECE.
Instructors backing out at the 11th hour. And I had to go around asking for help.
Seriously. Where have all their responsibilities gone too. I really don’t know.
There’s conflicts. Burt well, I shall not digress. It will irritate me further.
Lastly. On the program day itself. The turn out for that grp was bad.
Really bad. + their not acceptable attire.
Yes. It further boils me up.
Ended up changing the program for them.
Well. They really did left a bad impression. Minus their very nise chicken wings.((:

Random’ness.
I waited for the bus for lyke an hour plus.
The duration between each buses was so long.
And when the buses arrive. They were filled to the brim.
BOO.
This was how bad it really was.
And mr nise came to fetch me.((:
Rescuing me.
THANKS A LOT.

Alrtye. Wish me luck for the coming week.

When I don’t really know.
lloves.

2007-04-29T06:57:00.000-07:00

love and appreciate the ppl around you.
cause the only time you will regret it is when u lose the opportunity & authority to love them.

lloves.

2007-04-29T02:01:00.000-07:00

I wish i could lay lyke this forever.
And just forget the world.((:

Things seems to be moving at lightning speed.
There just seem to be too much commitment.
Im splitting into two soon.)):
Im very tired.
And im very broke.
SHEESH.

Events of the week.
- Trainings.
- Outing with the roommate.
- Orientation with the freshies.
- Presents day.
- Donuts.
- Out to minds café.
- Dinner with the family.((:
Yup. That sums up the week.
School’s work piling crazily.
Wiki’s of no sense to me.
There seems to be nort much time.)):

Randomness.
I think I’ve no infinity with cabs these days.
Well well.
I wonder where are all the cabs when I need just one to send me to sch.)):
BOO.
Mind café is uber fun. With super nise food.((:
Yayness.
Sis going to start sch soon.
I hope everything will be fine.

Its been sometime since I met my two besties.)):
Let’s meet up soon?

It dawn onto me at some point of time,
Whether if things will ever take a toll and change for the better.
I really dun know.
All I hope is for the best.
Till dan. I’ll be waiting.

Loves.

2007-04-22T02:07:00.000-07:00

Superman needs rest.)):
Flash back on the week’s event.
- cheer preparation.
- Actual cheer competiton.
- Dinner with the “family”
- cca fiesta.
- tutorials.
- Lectures.
- Meetings.
- Steamboat with the lovelies.
- small outing.
- Volunteer at TAS.
- Mizuno run.
Yes. All this and it marks the end of the week.
There seems to be so much more things piling up.)):
BOO.

Mount Faber is crazily steep.
Its up and up and up.
Burt the down hill was not fantastic either.
Im glad I completed the run.((:
*prouds.

There are some who wants to cherish.
yet there are some who decided to leave.
Burt I do know deep down there are people who would be there till the end of time.((:

Perhaps perhaps perhaps.
Till dan.
Loves.((:

2007-04-18T09:02:00.000-07:00

the commitments finally ended.
And im totally drained.
Burt im glad im part of it.

Once again we won.
And this time it’s the FIRST.((:
Yes. Im really proud of us.
The cohord of 12.
The wonder people.

Now that everything has ended.
I’ll be missing the times that we had.
The staying over.
The practices.
The cheers.
The meet ups.
The late dinners.
The sweat.
The confidence.
The silli-ness.
And everything else.
Im really really proud of us.
We really did accomplish a lot.((:

Now its back to lectures. Tutorials. Assignments. tests. Exams. )):
BOO.

Im feeling down and easily pissed these days.
I wonder whyie.
Perhaps it’s the change in environment.
And the people whom we mingle with.
Well well, its just a phrase of life.
Im glad to be seeing the very nise ppl around in sch.
I hope u guys are doing well.((:
I’ve not been seeing my besties for the longest time.
I hope everythings fine for them.((:
And to you. I hope that ure fine too. takecare.
Sacrifice is a part of life, Sometimes when you sacrifice something precious, you’re not really losing it. You’re just passing it on to someone else thats one of the ppl u will meet in heaven, so when our loves one went up to heaven, we are just passing it on to someone else (((:

Loves.

2007-04-16T08:24:00.000-07:00

I’ve finally regained my voice.((:
Its better.
Burt im super tired.
Its been so long since I had a really gud rest.)):
Last week was filled with endless preparation.
It started from the CTC camp.
To the banner & mascot preparation.
To doing out the props.
To the preparation for the freshies.
Its madness.

FOP finally ended.
And im glad all our efforts paid off.((:
I realize it really ain’t easy being in the com.
There’s just endless amount of things to be done.
Teamwork & the willingness to take a step forward to help out really plays a major part.
The super late nights and the super early mornings.
The cold floor.
The nights at block 34 when we woke up shivering lyke crazy.
The workshop.
The disagreements.
The frustrations.
The thinner burning our skin.
The paint fight.
The late meals.
The hardwork.
The encouragement.
The cheers.
The energry.
The acknowledgement.
The new batch of 1A02.
The super sored throat.cough & flu.
The no voice period.
Yes. They totally drained me out.
Burt yet im glad to be involved. Together with the most wonderful people.((:
And yes, it ended with our pride.
Together we made a difference in BE history.
We won.((:
Im proud of us.((:

Ishak.joshua.xiaotian.carol.tinghui.shijie.esther.weirong.pinghong.weiliang.liqiang.jazren.peifen.ivan. you guys rawks.:))

Loves.
I’d never know.

2007-04-07T02:15:00.001-07:00

If I’d have to choose a date-line for things to come to an end. I’ll be a million years.((:
I heart all.

2007-04-07T01:28:00.000-07:00

TA-DA.

The trip there made me realized how blessed we actually are.
As compared to the little kids.
Perhaps noting else but happiness matters there.
Their priceless smile.
The warmth.
Their heart-felt sincerity.
Their helpful-ness.
The sportsmanship.
Their greatful-ness.
The love.
We might not be able to communicate / understand wurt they mean well.
For we speak differently.
Burt wurt matters more is their action, which fully portrays all that they ever want us to know and feel.
Their love for us can never be measured.((:
The flowers and friendship bands are simple gifts but yet they meant so much.
Wurt touched me even more is during the baci ceremony. when the students & teachers wished us gud luck and prayed for our safety back home.

Somehow I gort to learn a lot there.
Be it the culture of the people.
The differences that we have.
The different language that we speak.
The cohort of 33 people.
The unhappiness and fights.
The secrets that we shared.
The wonderful times that we had.
The late nights that we spent watching matches.
The games that we played.
The hard-work under the sun.
The non-stop whining ; complaining.
The bananas.
The mad beer session.
The photo taking sessions ; I truly felt lyke a celebrity.
Camwhoring with the crazy people.
It will always be remembered.((:
Im glad I’ve been there. To make a difference in their life.
Khop jai. :))

Fried rice. Eggs. Bread&jam. The tutu. Sand storm. The scorching sun. fried tomato noodles. Morning market. Vita milk. Bananas. Bricks. Motar. Mineral water. Performance. Smiles. ((:
Everything there will be kept safely beneath.

Dragon lodge. Room 306. That nostalgic bar top.Nongduang secondary school. Laos; Vientiane. Will always be a memory. ((:
Not forgetting the wonderful people who were there. To make everything pausible.((:
-*whee.

Takecare.
Deep right down, I know ure there.(:
With love.

2007-04-05T08:07:00.001-07:00

the clique of 16. the family.
Im glad.
((:
The love that they never fail to shower everyone with & the encouragement towards each other.
Its really amazing.
Its from we are not bothered by the existence of each other. To acknowledging the presence but never willing to take a step further. To knowing each other better. To getting so use to one another that we never ever want to part after the fun times that we have. The trip. The camps. The preparations. The messages. The outings.
Its wondaful.

Joshua. Ishak. Zhiwei. Pei fen. Ping Hong. Li qiang. Ting Hui. Carol. Shi jie. Joel. Ivan. Esther. Weirong. Xiao tian. Diana. Jazreen.

With love.

2007-04-02T09:09:00.000-07:00

i wish i wish i wish i wish i wish i wish i wish i wish i wish i wish i wish i wish i wish i wish i wish i wish i wish
i wish i wish i wish i wish i wish i wish i wish i wish i wish i wish i wish i wish i wish i wish i wish i wish i wish

im superman.((:

2007-03-31T22:10:00.001-07:00

BANANAS.((:

2007-03-07T07:06:00.000-08:00

Good bye.
With love.

-*SUPERMAN waves.((:

I guess all of us are never contented with what we have and will always move and search for greener pastures. That's just human nature.

2007-03-04T01:04:00.000-08:00

RAR. Im gaining 356991834900149184981 KG of weight.
)):
I think my digestive system is having some error.

Oh well.

FOC facilitation.
The group of highly enthusiastic bunch.
It’s a pleasure facilitating the group.
Andand they gave me a pack of chicken rice. ((:

Steamboat with the lovelies.
Im glad we can all still meet up once in awhile to catch up on each other.
Black-jack was madness.
Burt its uber fun.((:

Meetings and stockcheck.
It’s the what you are suppose to be doing meeting.
So it’s the usual under-taking of stuffs.
Stockcheck was crazy.
Its madness. Transferring stuffs to and fro.
And they weight a ton.)):

Till dan.

Loves.

I don’t know what the future holds ; just a leap of faith.
Things might change drastically. Or perhaps it might not.
Burt I’ll still be the same old me.
Its during certain tymes of our lives when we start questioning & wondering if wurt we sort for will ever come true one day.
I dunoe. I really don’t.
But I trust myself and the god up there.
Im sure god’s has plans for me.((:

2007-02-21T07:57:00.000-08:00

im tired of everyone asking me questions which i myself canot find answers to.
i nu longer want to carry that big big heavy load.
i dun see anyway that i maybe wrong in.
please tell me the answers if u can.

on a heavier note.
i hope that everything's fine for my bestie's dad.
he'll be well soon. im sure.((:
*prays.

loves.

2007-02-19T07:33:00.000-08:00

First first.
A shout out. “ HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR. ((:
serene’s turning all fat & bored over the new year.
BOO.
So much feasting & munching is nu gud.)):
Burt there’s just too much gud food.
If only the amount of nise food can be spread equally throughout the year.
Dan MAYBE I wun be indulging so much.
Im turning FATTER.
:((((
Haha.

Any hoots.
Here’s my week.((:

It wasn’t a FAB week.
I’ve had exams the entire week.
With intervals in between.(:
Burt.it wasn’t of much help. The exam was bad.)):
Oh well well.
I think I majorly stone-ed during my “suppose” to study tyme.
Boohoo.
I did smthing gud this new year.
I donated my very much precious blood.((:
The anesthetic that was jab-ed was nort being v.friendly with me.
So is the cotton placed and the paper that I put.
Anyways, I had a great tyme catching up with the lovelies.((:
The BUSHY “yellow” CHRYSANTHENUMS.

Im serene.
And im a LIFE-SAVER.
Woohoo.!
((:

OH. I meant to say this 12412764576125487126498162 years ago.
I gort my tetanus jab.
It was super duber uber EX-pensive.
And wurt’s more. It bruis-ed my arm.)):

NEW YEAR.

It’s pretty much the same routine every year.
It’s the reunion on the eve.
And the visting on the following days.
Dinner with the family was nise.
Its the only tyme of the year when everyone would get together.
And talk about how they’ve been advancing.
Im glad everyone’s doing well.
HO FAMILY.((:
Yes.i lurf them loads.
-*bless.

Mandarin oranges.
Red packets.
Pineapple tarts.
Love letters.
Chocolates.
Yummy meals.
Peanuts.
Cashew nuts.
Loads & loads of all kinds of cookies.
Yes. They have officially become part of my meals this days.

Till dan,
Takecare.

There are certain things which I care so much. Burt it can only be said once a year.

Loves.

2007-02-08T08:05:00.000-08:00

If you’d ever touch ur heart and listen to it.
You’d know all that u never knew.

love.

2007-02-06T08:02:00.000-08:00

LEFTY WAVES. RIGHTY WAVES.

Chocolates.mudpies.jellybeans.brownies.eclairs.oreo-cheesecakes.marshmallows.candies.toffees.chocolate fudge.cookie dough.lollis.pies.ice-crème.chocolate truffle.nougat.cookies&cream.donuts.candy flosses.

Its thumbs-down week.)):
Project date-lines. Exams.
I’ve been ranting alort recently.

The FINAL t-rug match.
It was a friendly.
A well-played competitive match.
Sprinting across the field.
Ball flying through the air.
Defence team up.
Attacking team up.
Balls passing.
Ball touch down.
GOAL.!
My team did well.
Im proud to say that the girls were superb.
The all girls team.((:
GILIBERT.
TOUCH RAWKS.!

*random
The self-designed room was madness.
Color scheme bad.
Furniture arrangement bad.
Lightings bad.
BOO.
My FAT laptop is still as fat.
When is it losing its calories.?
BOO.

Biathlon by the tri-elites.
There were some super runners.
It was certainly impressive.
NPOB AGM.
It was certainly a grand event.
It was fab.
Congratulations to the new com.
May NPOB soar to greater heights.((:

In our lives. We tend to not want to really portray wurt we really intended to.
All along it din really dawn onto me that one day it may perhaps be too late for things to be done. Too late for regrets to be felt.
It hit hard on me one day. When I was told of the story of a friend who regretted far too much. Burt it was too late. Nortink can ever be done to turn back the tyme.
I guess we all live for a purpose.
To make a difference in another’s life.
As for me. I would lyke to touch the lives of every individual that I’ve come across and make them smile unconditionally.((:

With loads & loads of love.

2007-01-29T04:39:00.000-08:00

-*WAVES.

And yes. It’s a messy cranky week.
AGM preparations. Presentations. Tests. Projects.
A never ending vicious cycle.

AGM was a success.
Im glad.((:
A big big thank you to one and all.
For the effort that have been put in.
And congratulations to all in the com.
It was a very satisfying evening.
See-ing all the hardwork of our’s paid of.
Im glad things work out well.

T-rug.
Yes. Im still lurfing it. ((:
Last week was a friendly.
Im proud of my team.

Random random*
I think I’ve become stronger.
After the “PT” session.
Wonder-woman serene.((:
WHEE.
OH. Andand I think its tyme my FAT LAPTOP goes on a diet.
Its getting heavier & heavier.)):

This week will yet be another fully-scheduled one.
)):

Its been sometime since I walked my way home.
I walked a long long way home today.
the wind blew.
The music blast.
The cars engine “vroom”
And as I pass the little place where we once had our practice, a million memories were brought back.
The thought of it makes me smile unconditionally.
Im thankful for all the once wonderful memories.

Ure kept there. Right within.
One day u’ll see. Ure the one till the end.
till dan i'll keep smiling lyke i always had.((:

a BIG-THANK YOU to all that makes serene a happy gurl.((:

2007-01-21T07:48:00.000-08:00

When ur world breaks down.
And when u start to walk away.
I’ll lurf you from behind.

2007-01-20T07:04:00.000-08:00

Review of serene’s week.

Its been a crazy and cranky week yet again.
presentation. Assignments. open house.
Serene is so tired.:(

Presentation.
It din turn out well.
I gort really pissed.

Open house.
yes. It was super tiring.
Burt through the preparation we gort to bond together.
Night at 02-02 was fun fun. ((:
I learnt how to use the photo-copying machine.!
The open house itself was alrtye.
I had fun looking at the cute actions of the ppl.
WHEE.
Oh. And I fell today. )):
Im gettink so char-red.
Candy floss. Popcorns. Ice-cream. Waffles. Candies.
My recent fetish for POPCORNS.! ((:
Lets POP. POP. POP.

Its such tymes in life when u really look back.
Thinking of all the decisions that you once made and those that weren’t made burt u just have to accept them.
It’s the difficult tymes and the things that besties do that touched me.
Im really thankful for those whose been there for me all along.
Making me smile & encouraging me all this while.
Serene is never great.
I dun seem to be able to make everyone happy.
Burt believe me. Wurt I did is all that I could.
I want everyone to smile with me.((:
There are many things that are never intended.
I’ll keep smiling till than.
Im still waiting for the day when everthing takes a toll.
When its turned around once again.
Prays.

Ure my light.
I know u’ll come to see. Ure the one till the end.

takecare

2007-01-15T07:27:00.000-08:00

i wish for the best.
please do bless that everything will be fine.
i'll be praying for you ; auntie.
((:

2007-01-11T04:11:00.000-08:00

HELLO.
This is serene talking.
Haha.

It’s a crazy week.
Im tired.
Took proggrame for the HS people.
And they are nise.
-*super thumbs up. ((:
The determination & strength of my group is wurt I’ve never seen in the others.
And yes. Im truly proud of them.
And of cox together with me and the other instructors.
Im proud of all. ((:

Projects, assignments, class tests, presentation.
They never seem to be ending.
)):
BOO.

Fun fun fun.
t-rug is still as fun as ever. ((:
yay-ness.
I lurf those crazy ppl there.
WHEEE.
And yes, we lurf the mud.
WOOHOO.
Things went crazy on the field.
We din score much.
We were very much off-side all the tyme.
Burt we still had fun.
They were screaming at me. While im running all the tyme.
Haha.

On a heavier note.
I’ve never really realize the importance of health.
And I can say that I’ve always overlook it and took it for granted.
Burt I guess, I’ve now realize the significance of it.
Some things have happen in the family.
I wish for the best.
Bless.

-*perhaps its more than just that glittering façade.

With love.

2007-01-05T07:32:00.000-08:00

Serene is cranky.
Haha.
Result was out.
It was nortink very well done.
Burt I guess it was far better then the previous tests. ((:

My heater is INSTALLED.
Yes. Its BIG.
Picture this.
The shower head is a big big round circle with lots of dots on it.
It looks scary. Burt its gentle.
Well well. I still prefer the old one.
Haha.

Had a nise talk with the wonderful friend.
I enjoyed talking to you babe. ((:

A list of the “nort so lyke”.)):
So far this is wurt I can think of :

Serene dislikes spring onions.
Serene dislikes round-a bouts.
Serene dislikes mean people.
Serene dislikes indecisive-ness.
Serene dislikes pink.
Serene dislikes the façade side of people.
Serene dislikes sparsely.
Serene dislikes basketball.
Serene dislikes changes.
Serene dislikes carrots.
Serene dislikes people who criticize.
Serene dislikes irresponsible people.
Serene dislikes math.
Serene dislikes drawing buildings.
Serene dislikes science.
Serene dislikes horror movies.
Serene dislikes grouchiness.
Serene dislikes last min stuff.
Serene dislikes smokers.
Serene dislikes assignments.
Serene dislikes exams.

I’d never know.
You’d never know.

2007-01-02T03:53:00.000-08:00

2007.
It’s the new year.
With a new beginning.
And yet another new journey to embark on.
Let me welcome it with loads & loads of lurf.((:

The count-dwn was yet another heart-warming session with the lovelies.((:
Im glad distance never did pull us apart.
And yes. We toast to the new year.
Andand the game that we played.

Family dinner the following day.
And yes. Everyone was there.
Im glad they are all healthy & fine.
Bless.
Food was nort veh near satisfaction.
Burt well. We just have to make do.
Teehee*

Here’s my new year resolution.
I guess just one will do.
I hope that everythang will be fine.((:
WHEEEE.

Big big thank you to all who lurfs serene. ((:

Lurfs.

I don’t know wurt the future holds.
Neither can I predict.
Im praying hard for the best.
Let it all come true.

2006-12-27T22:04:00.000-08:00

serene so want to rant on and on and on.
haha.
my ankle is gettink so bad.
i can hardly walk. BOO.
)):
andand the water heater at home is nort working.
COLD water is NO NO.

RAR.
BOO.

if im ever given a chance.
its who you are that truely touched me.
takecare.
lurfs.
((:

2006-12-25T04:21:00.000-08:00

merry christmas to one and all.
im waiting for my socks to be filled.
teehee.
((:

the sad news is that.
im having a running nose. i lose my voice. and i sprained my leg.
)):
im having problems walking.

my shout-out's to MR SANTA.
please do remember my wish. ((:
WHEEE.

thank you to those who made serene a happy little gurl.
lurfs.

when ure lurfed.

2006-12-23T06:12:00.000-08:00

serene dislikes ppl who wears heels.
serene dislikes ppl who walk so slowly in the crowd.
serene dislikes mean people.
serene dislikes the facade side of ppl.

there is SO MUCH sales going on.

im having problems with my throat. nose. and ankle.
i seem to have semi-sprained my ankle.
im sad.
i wonder how did i ever sprain it.
BOO.

christmas is here.
in lyyke 2 days.
WOOHOO.
teehee.

dear santa,
did you rmb the wish that i made?

when you have no idea how much ure lurfed.
when ure greatly cherished for who you are.
i know that one day things will be fine.
i look forward to that very day.
i certainly do.
lurfs always.

2006-12-17T22:01:00.000-08:00

christmas will be here soon.
here’s a letter to santa.

Dear santa.
i've been a gud gurl this year.
i dun wish for much.
all i want for christmas is just for things to be fine.
i really really do.
u will grant my wish wun you santa.?
merry christmas.
blessed.
with lurf. serene ((:*

when i've been touched.
burt its no longer there.

2006-12-09T20:26:00.000-08:00

its been a real crazy week.
there's lyke so many things to be done.
and due dates to be met.
madness.-
and there's lyke no fun. )):
boo.

i still lurf t-rug.
its fun fun.
WHEE.
the match was fun fun.
((:

its test's coming up nxtweek.
and i'll be so dead.
things are just nort to my advantage.
boohoo.

its nort a veh.happy week.):

when we have to look away.
when we don't have much to say.
that's when i lurf you.
takecare.
lurfs.

2006-12-07T16:30:00.000-08:00

lastwk.
late fridays.
early saturdays.
early sundays.
nearly killed me.
serene is tired.

friday.
im glad there is still all of you.
thanks alort lovelies. ((:
i realised cabbies these days have readily avalible passengers.
they do earn. haha.

saturday.
project dues.
off to briefing.
BOO. sunday.
standard chartered marathon.
im proud of those who completed the full-marathon.
the satisfactory smiles & gestures that i see when they cross the finishing line never fail to bring a smile across my face.
im glad. ((:
there's really great determination in those ppl.

ohyarh. andand weds
I so want to complain about it.
RAR.. serene is really angry on weds. the angriest day.
its really unfair.
i dun see whyie others are nort called out!

the one deep dwn. do takecare. ((:
* lurfs. serene

2006-11-28T04:06:00.000-08:00

serene is sad.)):
tamgotchi died.
cox there ain't battery.
RAR.
BOO.

PT was madness.
burt it made me more on-form.
im glad.
im beginning to feel lyke a machine running.
haha.

im in lurf with this song : that's when i love you -by Aslyn
((:*

serene runs.
serene jumps.
serene hops.
serene rolls.
serene smiles.
serene goes WHEEEE.
serene goes crazy.

takecare.
when u've no idea that ure greatly cherished.

courage is nort the lack of fear.
it is acting in spite of it.

((:*

2006-11-26T06:45:00.000-08:00

serene is tired.
there's too many unfinished stuff.
im dead beat.
serene lurfs T-rug.
its fun fun.
x-pecially with the crazy bunch.
u guys made my day. ((:*
sch's been a big crazy mess ball.
everythang's all around.
im lost with the constantly amount of things pile-ing.
higher & higher.
tsktsk. RAR.
serene is always late.
that is bad.
things are gettink rougher for me this sem.
):

takecare to all.
serene's there to give you a push.

perhaps tyme will prove everythang.
i really hope. it does.
lurfs.

chocolate factory; where everyone lurfs serene.
-*serene pops out. ((:*
WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.!

2006-11-17T05:29:00.000-08:00

serene is sad.
))):
today is so nort my day.
RAR.
that is so bad.
when everythang goes wrong.

things that went bad.)):
-im late for lessons.
-ids drawing.
-project dues.
-i forget my shorts for training.
-i forget my socks.
-i brought the wrong shirt for training.
evrythang is screwed.

serene is sad. )):

i hope things will turn for the better.
im praying hard.

when there's nortink more to say.
when i just have to walk away.

-*ilu. mr.p

2006-11-13T08:14:00.000-08:00

when even the best man disappoints me.

2006-11-13T07:38:00.002-08:00

friday.
lessons was a disastor.
i was late. veh.late. RAR.
i'd never go tampines again.!
its lyke so SO FAR.
the journey was bad.
i think i've a flat butt now. haha.

sat.
it rained. boo.
over to justin's place for his BBQ.
well. it was crazy + chaos.
there was lyke a MOUNTAIN of food.
we BBQ-ed in the rain. that sounds mad.
burt yeah. it werk-ed out. haha.
his ulu-nated place was nise. comfy.
dan i was stranded in farrer road.
it took me smtyme to finally reach home.
this is bad.

monday.
im tired. PT was madness.

i think in gettink dumb-er. haha.
everyday i would pray hard.
wishing that things willbe fine soon. i really do. bless me.
takecare.
when i wish that things last for a life-tyme.

2006-11-13T07:38:00.001-08:00

2006-11-09T07:18:00.000-08:00

great game babes. ((:

lurfs.
trust yourself & the one you lurf.
its better to lose your pride to the one you lurf.
than to lose the one you lurf cause of pride.

2006-11-07T06:55:00.000-08:00

im turning in to ALI-BABA.
HAHA.

2006-11-07T06:23:00.000-08:00

perhaps its wurt u choose.
i'll nvr ever understand.
till the day when u've decided to let things be known.
i don't know if the day would ever come.
burt i'll be waiting.
dun question me whyie. and for the others dun ask me the reason.
cause i don't know.
i can no longer give explainations.
the facade side.
perhaps its just the way you see things and its up to you to chose the better or the latter.

To you.
if ure reading this.
i want you to know that no matter how long you take.
i'll always be waiting for you. till that very day.
when things are made known.
u've hurt me so badly.
i trust you for who u are.
u made me believe in you.
you made me see a forever in the relationship.
trust us.
lurfs.

chocolate factory; where everyone lurfs serene. ((:*

2006-11-05T06:15:00.001-08:00

late friday.
early sat.
out sunday.
its eating me up.
blisters. aches. mosquitos. different tones.
RAR.
serene is tired.

im proud of those who completed the race. (((:
the champions.

mudpies.
yum yum. ((:*

perhaps tyme will prove everthang.
i just hope that i wld know wurt ure thinking.
i really do.

lurfs.
trust we.

2006-11-05T06:15:00.000-08:00

2006-11-01T07:48:00.000-08:00

i miss daddy.
)))':

2006-10-31T07:39:00.000-08:00

i'll make the people around me smile.
i'll save those who i can.
there's more than just that.
if the best is done.
there's no regrets.
superman.

my guardian angel.
lurfs.

2006-10-27T07:54:00.000-07:00

Perhaps you want things to remain this way.
You made the choice.
I did my part.
Burt you wldn’t budge.
I tried my best. I did all I could.
Im disappointed in you.
You may have your reasons and that I would lyke to hear ur side of the story.
Burt I’d never know.
I dun read you.
you made a veh.large impact on me.
I would never doubt you for who you are.
You’ve always been the man. With the unique character.
You showed me things that I wldn’t have known.
Burt I guess you have closed your doors.
Im lost at that thought.
Lead the life that you want.
And portray out your thoughts.
Do have faith & confidence in yourself. With that everythang is plausible.

I wish I wish I wish … I’m a fairy.
One magical whirl on the wand. Things would be how it originally was.
There’s always a place for you. Smwhere deep dwn my heart.
Im looking forward to the day when everythang is made known.
The never-ending fairytale. May the story be continued.
Lurf you baby.

Things are screwed.
RAR.
- I LOST my anklet. )))):
- I forget my goggles.
- Im late for school.
- i dun wake up on tyme.
- I miss my dad. )))):
- I’ve blisters.
Brrrr….how bad can things get.! Goosh.

Oooo. It’s super early. For the great eastern’s woman run. RAR.

I want to visit willy wonka’s chocolate factory!
fetish for noodles.!!
newyork newyork's MUDPIE is yummilicious. yum.

lurfs always. have faith.

2006-10-19T07:40:00.000-07:00

believe in wurt you believe. and nort wurt ure told to believe.
you'd nvr know.
RAR.

2006-10-17T07:39:00.000-07:00

its about me.
im going through this vehveh.tough patch.
im really tired.
i want things to turn for the better.
i know it will.
burt i dunoe when it will be.
im sad.
i want to be a happy goobie.
happy serene.
when will you guide my way.?
in our fairytale. i've made every step of our journey a magical one.

sch's super screwed.
im late for lessons.
smhow i dun wake up on tyme anymore.
things are so bad.

i hope that u do think about me.
im stuck.
dere's me here too.
nort just only you.
do spare me a thought.
have faith in me.
i canort convince you.
neither do i know wurts on ur mind.
ure just keeping mum.
and im feelink terrible.

lurfs always.

2006-10-16T09:37:00.000-07:00

please do think about me.
its nort only you in the picture.
im hanging in mid-air.
tell me wurt im suppose to do.
please do.
please tell me wurts on ur mind.
lurfs-*

2006-10-15T09:29:00.000-07:00

the least you can do is to tell me wurt ure thinking.
im at a lost.
put urself in my shoes.
its really tough.
i dunoe wurtelse i can do.
tell me wun you.?
dun make me lose faith.
i've always believe in you.
ure a great man.
trust me ; yourself and us.

lurf you always my boy.
takecare.
-*huggs.

congratulations to the newly-weds.((:*

2006-10-13T07:15:00.000-07:00

when i say i lurf you. it means forever.
trust me.
trust urself.
trust us.
-*lurfs.

2006-10-12T09:04:00.000-07:00

touch ur heart and tell me wurt it says.
ilurfyou.
ireallydo.

2006-10-11T22:02:00.000-07:00

avoiding wun solve the prob.
wurt should serene be doing.?
teach me how.